I ask you...

I used to be spontaneous,
in total control of emotions
I used to be obnoxious,
Before you came...

I was too suspicious,
of relationship & intentions
I did act impetous,
When you came my way...

Our efforts were solicitous,
in adapting to each other
The obvious prospects had potential,
until yesterday...

What made you retreat to unusual?
How divulgence caused confusion?
Why am I unacceptable,
in moments so gray?

For you know it too well,
how much you mean to me
But do you feel the same?
Do you...

Experiences...

When prayers are answered, why questions remain
What paths are altered, if toughened terrain
Where shores are reached, how streams detain
Like travelers retreat when journeys refrain.

With life it’s strange, what happiness holds
Now brings us the world, then loneliness unfolds
When desires are in reach, the consequence moulds
And flags of success stand over deep dug holes.

What mirage is love, throws shadows of light
When heart wins over, mind keeps on the fight
And the reality is buried, under memories so tight
That prolongs the emotion, and shortens the sight!!

To GOD, with Love…

If only you had said, that you loved my tears,
I would have felt no pain

If only had you told, that love for me was not what is
I would have had no complaint

If only had you asked if I were born to crave
I would have expected the bane

If only had you left me without you in this world,
I would have still been sane

But you showed me the light,
And you carried me in the night
And you gave me a journey all over again

Now I have complaints, I have suffered pains,
I am still your child, and I crave in the night
And I’m muddled with stain

And I want to retrace, the hollow of the past
For the ending is the same, though I’ve reached too far
That’s what I regain!!